people think you’re mad when they hear you say certain things. some people think you’re mad when they hear you believe in ghosts, for some its when you say you’re okay with homosexuality, as for me, my friends think i’m mad all of the time!
although i’m just as sane as the average human being, i believe in some things that leave me open to very hard criticisms. and i mean very hard ones.
let’s take for example, i’ve always said that i can control my subconscious. wait! before you start judging me, the least you can do is to hear me out.
i’m very serious on this one, just think have you ever done something extraordinary?! have you ever wished for something & it came out of the blues?! not just idle wishing, heartfelt wishing. the type of wishing that comes with this energetic faith. and all of a sudden it just happens, just like that! (please let’s not let our religious faiths interfere here!)
have you ever wanted to wake up at a certain time in the morning & you do so even without the use of alarm clocks?! have you ever tried studying, but nothing enters and so you determine deep down and the next thing you know you’re in the exam-hall writing what you didn’t get whilst reading?
seriously at least one of these scenarios must bring back memories of when our subconscious was controlled by our very own minds.
well in my situation, i used the power of my mind to control my subconscious to stop bed-wetting. as young as i was back in primary four, i decided to stop peeing in the midnight by literally asking myself to stop it & believe it or not i stopped!
now different people have told me their not so different feelings about this and i’m still headstrong about it but at least one or two persons will agree with me on this.
so that’s the madness within me and i’m yet to see it as madness but of course its left for you to judge.
my question is, what is the madness within you? what is that thing you strongly believe in that makes people think you’re insane? well you might stand out of the crowd and still be right!
kindly cope with my laziness & try to adjust to my punctuation and grammatical errors, i’m not the type to make drafts before publishing what i’ve got in mind!
18th october 2011