this post was first written here! any errors, mistakes or shortcomings should kindly be forgiven.
p.s: forgive my poor punctuation too… i’m too lazy to use capital letters.
the end of this year of my life is upon me…actually its upon ‘us’ & its much closer than you think…its the day after the day after tomorrow, i think that falls on thursday hunh? well its the 20th of october. literally that was when my life began some 15 years ago(you’re crazy if you believe this) & that is the reason behind the whole ‘end of the year’ thing.
for some people their birthdays carry so much planning & thoughts well mine isn’t the case.
for others they review the years that they’ve lived & draw plans for the future…still not me.
but me…me, i don’t have anything in mind. seriously, nothing! infact, the more i think of it, the harder i find thinking of anything.
at this crossroad of my life, i don’t even know what i’ll do in forthcoming years.
but that is not to say i don’t have plans to have plans of planning a very lovely future! but opportunities aren’t coming my way!
well i know exactly what you’re going to say; “you have to find opportunities”. *sighs*
unlike many other bloggers i know, i’m not going to be telling many stories, actually i’m going to post the different things eating me up from inside not because i want to be a blogger but because that is the only thing i haven’t done yet! yes, i said it! i’ve done pretty much every other thing including poetry, song writing, writing books, fantasizing(i’m still on this one though!) & so many other things & i’ve not derived the much needed satisfaction!
wow! i’ve written a bit more than i thought i would & concluding this…this, i don’t know what to call this!
now i’ve got to move to the bigger problems of my day & obtain their greater solutions
17th october 2011